Thoughtful madness within -Kilo Loken

Since my last entry I guess you an say things have taken at least a turn in the right direction. I'm no longer sleeping in my car, which I didn't mind doing, it's not like I don't have the money for a house, it's just with the situation the way it is having a motel room is risky. Even if I put a fake name, I kinda stand out in town, and I like it that way, it just makes it hard to hide from people who would enjoy ripping my head from my body. Of course they have to be smart enough to figure out I was the one that stole all the money. I'm sure someone will be smart enough, It will be Matthew, he's pretty capable, and has an actual brain but I still have a two week head start and not to mention I'm in the middle of no where.....Peaceful though, the middle of no where has been.Gideon has been to kind to me, way to kind. Even if he is the police, it was aweful nice of him to let a strange woman into his home, even if it's just the couch. I feel like I'm buming off him, and that's the last thing I want to do. I just have grown to enjoy the cool air and the shower...Plus I love his cat, even if he has major mood swings. All I do is clean, cook, and stay outside, I feel like I should be doing more. A job would be good, not that I need the money but with a town this small my area's of expertise are thin. Its not like I can broadcast 'Kilo Loken Expert thief for hire ' >…< I wish. Maybe the auto body shop in town could use an extra hand. Other than that I'm not to skilled in ...normal people skills. Which fuck it I don't care, I just don't want to be sitting around bears house like a bum. Speaking of bear, sweet sassy molasses he's good looking, but woah is me he's my roomie can't go there, Last thing I'd want is an awkwardness between us. He's to nice for that, I'm awkward enough just on my own lol. Oh speaking of awkward, I'd like to note that today is an Andy Sixx day, lords and ladies above that's a beautiful man, and that I think my real father is Jack sparrow ! I'm just saying! Oh and I made another friend today, and she's a WOMAN! What look at me finally hanging out with. chicks. Her name is Rene, but she wants me to call her R, but I like Hooch better since she's a drink master. Maybe after I find a job I'll look for a house, I don't wanna leave this place it seems pretty cool and has alot of potential, plus the sky above the reservation is amazing. I don't think I've seen so many stars before, not even in Tennessee. Here it's just breathtaking. Ok well Journal I'm going back to reading Vampire Academy , watching Harry Potter, and listening to In the End by Black veil Brides. Yes extra bored. Ta-ta!

May 31st 2014